CBSE Affiliation No. 1030239 Jhalaria Campus North Campus
CBSE Affiliation No. 1030239

I Believe in Myself

I’m the one I should love in this world
Shining me, the precious soul of mine
I finally realized so I love me
Not so perfect but so beautiful
But please be merciful to yourself
You don’t have to be perfect
Cause everyone is trying to be
Be weird
You can’t go to the peak by being normal.
If you think you’re going to crash, step on the pedal harder.
Never mind, never mind,
Even if it’s a road of thorns, we still run.
Who says a dream must be something grand?
Just become anybody
We deserve a life
Whatever, big or small, you are you after all.

I believe in myself
My back hurts in order to let my wings sprout.

The Most Important Accessory

To be confident is an art one must harness
And not a skill to be born with
It’s a power one must attain
By having a doctrine, easy as pie!
Are your nails painted?
Is your hair in place?
How do you stride in heels?
Do you look graceful enough?
These things don’t matter
Just sparkle a smile!
The only accessory to wear is CONFIDENCE
Put your opinion forward
Occur injustice, never shall on your watch
Right the wrongs
Don’t just sit, speak up!
Feel those shivers run down your spine
Gaze upon those yearns of running away
And then tell yourself
“I’ll own it, how hard can it be?”
Love yourself just the way you are
You’re a unique individual, an exotic flower
What are you ashamed of, what makes you so scared?
Step right up and just be YOU.

My Own Crown

I wear my own crown.
I don’t need mere gold and silver
to make myself seem extravagant.

The quality of my soul is glorious enough.
I don’t need bards to praise me for eons.

I have critics in my yard, to tell me where I am wrong.
Pity, hardly they ever know they shape me .

Flattered kings and queens, O great!
They hold no value for me.
Great is he who needs not to count for every win.

The will to do leads me ahead,
I don’t want kudos for every step when I fly high

I wear my own crown.
No creature can ever weigh me high or low.
I am the only one who can state my worth.

I have myself, I have me.
I am the one to exalt or censure me,
for, I wear my own crown.

Motherhood

Some person once asked,
“Who spun wisps of wool,
Bleeding but breathing
To create thou?

I replied to that someone,
“Where chimes ring, one-by-one,
One who draws up water each day,
To turn into gold, one fine day.”

He desperately waited, and then again asked,
“Who is it that lay in the heat to bask,
But in the scorching heat of the sun,
Did it not cause a single burn?”

I replied to that someone,
“If solemn work dignifies,
Then no, it does not minimise,
For it never disrupts belief or hard work,
And when tries, always fails to lurk.”

The hero of my story was that one,
To whom the listener referred to as ‘someone’,
Inspired by whom others take notes,
Work harder, do better, and write quotes.

‘Motherhood’, she calls it;
For which one needs grit,
All mothers, a great inspiration,
Seeing whom, others dream of aspiration.

Like a Wave in the Sea

Life turns out to be confusing.
With lots of phases to experience.
And some incidents which one can’t foresee.
Life is just like a wave in the sea.

Happiness sometimes and sometimes face the sorrow,
Because it takes only a second to shake lives up.
And who knows, your life could change while having a cup of tea,
All because life is just like a wave in the sea.

The rises, short-lived and the fall is temporary
But one must accept the hard times and appreciate the joys.
Be patient! Bad times will come and will soon flee,
Because life is just like a wave in the sea.

All it takes is strength to go through the falls,
And the rises are the temporary rewards.
The one who is ready for both will always be in glee.
So be prepared ‘cause life is just like a wave in the sea.

Missing You

Missing You

Do you remember when we first met?
The first friend I ever had,
Do you remember the time we were naughty?
When we rolled in the mud
And it didn’t wash out for weeks?
When mom taught us to hunt, to catch the wild deer
The watering hole father took us to, for our first day out,
And the rustle in the bushes, the noise,
I remember it like it was yesterday,
The shiny trap, the pain and the leg
that never healed just quite right
The weird animals who took you away
In a big noisy thing that whizzed past,
I remember father ran after them,
Chased them for weeks, he became ill
When he came back home, I knew at once,
I would never see you again, never feel your fur,
Never go out hunting with you,
Our family was broken,
I didn’t need someone to tell me that.
There was never a day I didn’t think about you,
And one day on a hunt, I heard the same noisy thing
The fear came flooding back, the pain returned
And just as I was about to run,
I saw the hide I remembered so well
Every crease, every spot, every stripe
I had seen you, I was sure, so I came to take you home,
But something wasn’t right, you smelt like them,
You didn’t flinch, didn’t run
And then I felt the searing pain,
Something hitting my shoulder, stinging,
And then you moved…one of them moved you
And from inside someone emerged,
They wore you as a skin, I knew you were gone.
I can’t hold on any more, I am letting go,
The pain is too much to bear, the emotions.
I am coming to you brother,
we will be united once again, we will be together.

Dandelion

There was a time,
When there were fine
Strands of dandelion
Like the mane of a lion.
Flowing across the sky,
Where the birds fly.
It went in my nose,
Even after many blows,
It refused to come out
And stayed quite stout.
I tried to sneeze
But could only wheeze,
I came to a sticky end,
And went round the bend.

The Visit

“Hello Ms. Eger,” she said,
Walking through the front door,
Hands full with groceries and milk.
“I won’t be needing those” I said,
Not looking up from my writing.
“Not this week, Edith”
“Why, Ms. Eger, is this about
The test reports in the mail?”
“No darling, I don’t need a test
To know my future and fate.”
“My dearest friend will come
To meet me soon, she will bring me
Everything I need, thank you.”
She looked doubtful, hesitant even.
“But Ms. Eger……” she began
“Are you feeling quite alright?”
“I believe you forgot your medicines this morning.”
“Now what medicines, dear?”
I asked, tired. I had too many
Already, hard to remember.
“Why, the ones for your Alzheimer’s.”
“Maybe that’s why you forgot
About Mrs. Johnson as well.
I’ll fetch them from the drawers.”
“Remind me who that is again?”
I said, the name sounded familiar
Yet however hard I tried,
I just couldn’t remember her.
“She was your friend, the one from
Minnesota last year” she said, still
Searching through the drawers.
“Ah yes!” I remember the face,
A little hazy but the memory lingers.
“But she wasn’t the one I was meeting.”
“Who then?” she asked taking out pills.
“I can’t seem to remember” I said taking
The little pellets from her hand.
“No worries, you rest your mind
Ms. Eger, I’ll check your reports.”
I smiled, she was always so sweet and patient
I would be sad to leave her.
But my friend is here and I must say goodbye……..

Growing Older

Growing Older
What does it feel like, growing older?
Does it need you to be bolder?
Or does it need you to be softer and nicer?
Is it the sound of your bones creaking
As you shuffle across the floor?
Or maybe the clitter-clatter
Of the fixing of dentures on your gums bare?
For me growing old was a fun process
Meeting my grandchildren
Baking, cooking and the like
Snuggling up in a blanket with a mug of hot cocoa
And telling long, intriguing stories to all the tiny tots
Surely, with all those diseases coming to get you
And living the sunny old life,
My yellow days were definitely a glorious charm
How mellow were your golden years?
Oh do tell!
I’m all ears. Or rather,
“all hearing aids.”

Missing a Memory
Those beaming, wrinkled faces,
Those comforting wise hands,
When I look at your faces,
I see wisdom, I see the light of knowledge
I see the years of experience, I see comfort
I see a little place I can crawl into
During dreary times
Alas! These happy moments stay only but memories,
Memories lost in the sands of time.
While every reminiscence does joy bring,
Sadness has always and still does ring
I count the days till we meet again
When I can crawl into the safe haven again
I wait patiently for a time that may never come,
People’s words do always discourage,
But your image is enough to encourage
Follow your dreams you said,
Work to what you want most you said,
And that’s the principle I followed,
Until one day life subsided,
And cancer came in, uninvited
I fought for life, like you taught me to
But I lost, and death presided
And now, I travel here patiently and expectantly
To come meet you in the time that I borrowed……
So, I wait for you here again,
For you to take my hand once more
And lead me down this new path
We are united once again, the wait once endless, is now over.

Dreams; Aims

Ambitious are my thoughts,
Colossal are my dreams.
This aim of mine is magnificent.
I have no limits, never will, it seems.

I will make my dreams come true.
And so I can go bellowing to the world
to make them true.

People of this planet may think I am ‘young’,
But,
My AIMS have broken the bondage of being ‘young’ long back.

I don’t need someone’s sanction for my dreams,
For,
I have enough of it by myself.

My family and friends are the launchpads for my success
And
That’s something I will always need.

Petty things to do are not in my vocabulary,
My aims don’t let them in.
Meticulous, magnificent and memorable are my things.

I don’t and can’t waste time on useless work.
I feel it’s ridiculous to sleep till late hours,
And lose dear time in a mere doze.

Celebs were never my ‘IDOLS’,
But they are, who followed their passion, talent, and dreams
To make a difference.